Drakoluin

I have someone looking for me. Can they find me? I hope this helps. If not what else can I do? Either way I'll add more perhaps later. Thank you.

I put my thoughts here because where else do you hide the dark thoughts? In the middle of everyone's chaos where they will be missed or dismissed. Falling is the title because that's exactly what I'm feeling! I feeling the dropping sensation one has when their world comes tumbling down. The only problem is, I've known mine was cracking at the seams. My boyfriend lives halfway around the world from me, my baby's father doesn't care about our daughter but takes her anyways to spite me, I'm the laziest m****F**** I know and I can't seem to pull myself out of it. I want to take my little girl and run away to live with my boyfriend but I can't

I need someone to tell this to but everyone I know will blame themselves or tell me what I've already told myself... (P.S. To anyone reading this, I am bi-polar so the thoughts may skip around...no I know they will) I see myself as a loyal creature, but lately I've been finding myself straying more and more. I'm beginning to wonder if I even was helping my friends to start with. I used to be a warrior, but now it seems like the older I get the more I become a helpless female. I hate it. I know females are said to be like the power behind a man or something like that but for as long as I can remember, men were the domaniet. And I wanted to b